I'm Missing You

 Crazy I know 

What the actual fuck!

I miss the smile in your voice 

Your damn argumentative chat 

Your crazy lines 

Your endless stories

Your cunty nature x

It's been days 

Just hours of knowing you 

But I really know YOU 

Cos you've allowed me to 

And I'm humbled by that 

I'm scared and excited in equal measure 

But i want to know more  

I want to know your scent 

How you feel skin on skin 

How your tongue dances in my mouth 

How your hands feel against my thigh 

I want to feel your whispers on my neck 

And you growl in my ear 

I want to hear you say 

"Sugar,  I want to kiss you!" 

But most of all I want you to wake...

Be 100% 

And blow my damn phone up 

Cos your missing me too ....

I see you

From one lost kid to another,

I'll hold your hand in the dark 

I'll help you shed that cloak you wear 

The one that shields all the pain and emptiness 

From unsaid words and empty thoughts 

To a safe haven 

Arms that are always open

A heart that always wishes you well 

An ear that never grows weary of all the hurt, the anger and guilt 

A voice that calms your spirit 

And sates your soul  

Eyes that will always speak the truth 

Honesty first and foremost 

A hand that fits yours 

Comfortably 

Instinctively 

And is given freely 

Without note or need for recompense 

Lean into me 

Trust my word 

Friendship is a given 

Anything else 

A fuckin bonus!