..it is now less than a year...350 days to be exact until I say 'I do'!!
To be entirely honest with you its not the first time I have been here...infact this will be my third marriage...third time lucky as they say!
Well in my heart I count it as only the second time as the first one was really non existent, it lasted a total of 7 months in which we only spent about four weeks in the same country! It's not something I regret as I am a firm believer that there is a lesson to learn in everything we do, its suffice to say that in that situation 'Love just wasn't enough', sadly.
Moving on...
Well my current fiance and I have been back and forth in this relationship now for almost 7 years....we have had our ups and downs, an affair, a break up, a break down...its all happened here..lol
But here we are, still loving each other, still holding on, still trying to get it right. Needless to say things are pretty great right now, we have learned so much about each other, changed and moulded ourselves so that we are the best fit possible. I have been in other relationships where things have been more exciting, more adventurous, more spontaneous, sexier and at times a helluva lot of fun. But invariably I am drawn back to the one person who knows the bones of me,who loves me no matter what I weigh or what I look like first thing in the morning, when I fuck up and when I feel like I just can't take anymore. He is there through all of my darkest moments, holding my hand and encouraging me on. He loves me without conditions or restraint (well sometimes restraints, but that's another story!) This man knows the inside out of me and I can't wait to be his wife.
This is my journey.
Sugar xx
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