With my thoughts.
They are all over the place right now.
Standing back I can see the error of our beginnings
It wasn't rational or logical or even conceivable
That we could sustain that level of heightened emotion
Impossibley doomed before we began
I'd like to go backwards
Start again
More gently, more mindfully
Me with my broken heart
You with your broken thoughts
And nourish this magnetic pull we seem to have
But in a way and a pace that fits us both
However slow and chaotic that may be.
Just don't let go.
I can't shut my feelings off just like that
I can't be shown the most impressive work of art in the gallery
Then be told I can never lie my eyes on it or enjoy it ever again
That is the cruellest joke of all
Look what you could've had Sally..
Everything you ever wished for, wanted and didn't think you deserved
All in one person
But you can only keep them at arms length?
I'm not sure I can do that
Not sure I'm strong enough or even have the mind to
We will see
Miss you x
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