I think of you

My thoughts wander to you often

More than they should 

I find myself imagining your smile 

The one in your eyes

Hoping it's for me .

I imagine your hands, how they'd feel against my skin

How your whisper would feel upon my neck 

How your soft, sweet words would feel in my ear 

In person.

I want to hear the words so badly 

Want to see how your body reacts to me 

I want to hear you say my name again and again 

Curl into you, glide over you and envelope you completely with desire 

I ache for your touch

Constantly. 

But I'm so afraid 

Afraid to feel and let go 

Aware that this could all be one sided 

All in my head 

All my secret longings exposed 

But I can't back away 

God I want to hold you 

And be held 

All night 

And the following night...

I want to taste your hunger 

See if it matches my own 

I'm hoping it does.

Is this a thing ? 

Could we do this...

Is this just fantasy? 

I want it to be real 

I want to meet you 

More than ever.  

God I hope  you feel the same x