Is this some kind of impasse, 

A truce?

Middle ground, maybe?

Kind of no man's land.

The rules are different 

But my heart beats the same.

Sharing a while day with you,

Filled my cup like nothing else I know. 

It feels different,

Like a first date

Tentative and new

Wholesome and shy

The feelings are there

It's tangible

The electricity between us 

Hasn't just dissipated

It's just lain dormant

I guess what we had hasn't left us yet.

We've drawn apart

But those emotions are still evident.

I feel it in your time,

The way you look at me.

How it feels when you brush past me

And if we momentarily touch.

My happy is with you,

It's so easy in your company.

Your message shave changed,

They are lighter 

Free, almost

I hope your heart isn as heavy 

I hope we can continue to enjoy each others company

If only til our hearts heal and we're ready to move on

Move away from each other

Gently

And with grace

I only hope good things for you

I hope you no malice

I've done the anger

My grieving 

The confusions and hurt

Nothing cuts more than rejection

And that ship has sailed

I'm in this moment with you

Soaking up as much joy as I can deal with

Holding in to memories and moments for when I am alone

I Love You

Maybe I shouldn't 

But I can't turn off my heart

As much as I'd like to, to relieve the pain

At least now, I can breath again.