Match

What have you done?

That cheeky smile

I couldn't swipe past

That inviting grin

Dammit

And look where you are!

Miles from me

But oh that smile

It reaches your eyes too..

Kind, deep soulful eyes

What have they seen?

And his words, 

Not just notes...

But conversations..

As if we were in the same room

Open

Smiling

And honest

God so honest...

I am drawn in

Distance seems irrelevant somehow

When chatter moves so freely

His passion for life

His work

Love of family

All things i hold dear to me 

I wait

For what seems like an age for each revelation and nuance of his life

He intrigues me

Excites me

Paints pictures of landscapes in my head that i want to touch

Explore

And share

Match

What have you done?

Time is irrelevant 

Except for when your absent 

Then time doth claw at my skin with talons so sharp 

He maketh my soul weep 

For when you are gone 

Time drips slowly by like treacle on ice cold silver 

This void is unending 

A big black chasm that seems to engulf my spirit 

I know you are not gone

But out of sight weighs heavy on my heart 

For its you that heats my sunlight

Opens my eyes each dawn 

And allows my soul to breathe 

You alone who's sweet lament chases all sorrows away 

Your carress 

Your hold 

Your kiss 

Your gaze,  

As you drink me in 

Anew, 

Each day 

Each moment 

Each brief intimate interlude 

Together creates this one great passion 

This overwhelming

Ridiculous 

Fantastically 

Wonderful  

Love. 

I see you.

Always xx

 I close my eyes and see you 

Feel you 

The touch of your lips against my neck 

Your breath against my ear 

A heated palm against my thigh. 

There's a fire raging within me 

A carnal thirst that is yet unsated 

I've waited for you 

Ached for this moment 

Revelled in the thought of your presence 

I've touched every part of you in dreams 

I've yearned for my body to submit to your every touch

I wait for the hour where two bodies intertwine finally as one 

Where the burning part of you finally finds me 

I already know the force of emotion it will bring 

Like the very first time 

Your body was made to fit mine in every line and detail 

How could I not be in awe of this final missing piece  

Excitement and wonder and sheer bliss surround my thoughts 

For I know you 

As you know me 

And this moment, like all the others before will be filled with agonising pleasure 

Loving adoration 

Joy and familiarity 

Because True Love is our compass 

And hand in hand we will share Love's Adventure  together 

I Lar you Baby ❤️

And the 

 That moment...when our eyes met 

Locked

And drank each other in 

When all those unspoken emotions 

Had bubbled to the surface 

Unchaste 

And eager to be revealed 

Eyes full of wonder 

Love 

Anticipation 

Want 

And 

Need 

My eyes burn with tears 

As I feel your soul reach out to me 

Your hands gently placed around my heart 

You're letting me in 

And I go to you 

Without question

Or restraint

With arms wide open 

Heart full of love  

Yearning for a chance to prove this outta worldly emotion 

I whisper those three words 

For they have been at the forefront of my mind for days 

Screaming to be released 

I Love You! 

Now all I feel is contentment

A warm, soft breeze washes over me as I lean into you 

Lean into Us 

That word so achingly  small 

But so very significant

Us!

Feels good doesn't it? ❤️

 That moment is almost upon us

When fantasy becomes reality and we are face to face 

I have to be truthful and say, I go there often

Wandering weather my emotions can withstand the anticipation 

I've imagined your presence over and over 

As you lean into me 

And as your lips brush my cheek 

I inhale the scent of you 

And it's all so familiar 

Like coming home after a long absence 

You look at me with eyes so intently 

I feel giddy 

And serenely calm all at once 

I can feel the heat of your hand still touching my shoulder 

This moment is timeless 

Motionless even

We acknowledge one other 

And smile 

A sweet knowing smile that says 

'We were right...' 

You take my hand and whisper three words

"Hello My Sugar"

Xx

 The anticipation is palpable

It's like a burning hunger in my chest.

Will he look to me the same?

Or will he see me with new eyes 

Ones that are less adoring 

An English Rose he said 

I can't imagine that's how he sees me 

I'm just plain average 

Nothing more 

My kindness runs through me 

My heart, always on show

Arms always open 

Accepting

Forgiving  

These are my qualities

These keep me steady on my feet 

Grounded 

Humble 

I know my worth.

I know he sees me 

The light inside 

I know he seeks comfort in it's heat 

But is my shine bright enough 

Are my arms soft enough 

My mouth gentle enough 

It's my skin as silk as he imagined 

Is my carress  like velvet on his 

Does my breath dance against  his neck 

Forcing all abandonment  

And reason 

Does he give in 

Does he let go 

Do I? 

Chef 

Xx

 You 

Beside me .

Invite me 

Delight me 

Let me ignite thee. 

Let me play amongst your thoughts 

Let these lips touch your wanton soul

Let my tongue dance in and out of your curious attention 

Let these hands cool your fiery flesh 

Let me ease your rampant design

As I coil my ravenous thirst about you 

Drinking you in until I drown within your longing 

Let me touch you 

Taste you 

Feed on your hunger

To sate my own 

Let this devilment begin