My thoughts wander to you often
More than they should
I find myself imagining your smile
The one in your eyes
Hoping it's for me .
I imagine your hands, how they'd feel against my skin
How your whisper would feel upon my neck
How your soft, sweet words would feel in my ear
In person.
I want to hear the words so badly
Want to see how your body reacts to me
I want to hear you say my name again and again
Curl into you, glide over you and envelope you completely with desire
I ache for your touch
Constantly.
But I'm so afraid
Afraid to feel and let go
Aware that this could all be one sided
All in my head
All my secret longings exposed
But I can't back away
God I want to hold you
And be held
All night
And the following night...
I want to taste your hunger
See if it matches my own
I'm hoping it does.
Is this a thing ?
Could we do this...
Is this just fantasy?
I want it to be real
I want to meet you
More than ever.
God I hope you feel the same x
